Growing up, the grandparents I was closest to were Polish
and Lithuanian. My mom grew up in a very
Polish neighborhood in Saginaw, MI, and while the demographic was becoming more
diverse when I was young, there were still Polish and Lithuanian friends and
relatives to visit throughout the area.
However, I didn’t learn Polish and knew very little about my own
heritage. Honestly, I wasn’t interested. Living in a completely Caucasian area of MI
(farther North) I found that I was attracted to everything outside of my
limited experience. I loved all things
African and (East) Indian. My high
school art projects featured people with rich brown skin and colorful clothing
full of patterns and layers or cities with onion dome architecture.
These are both drawings from the late 80s. |
After graduating high school, I moved as far away as
possible to the West Coast and got myself enrolled in a non-traditional college
along with many other privileged, idealistic white kids trying to understand
how to improve the state of things (and a handful of non-white students.) Most of my classes were about culture and
social politics; Native American Studies, Islamic Art and Culture, The Politics
of Representation, etc. I continued to
fixate on cultures very different from my own, convinced that mine held nothing
of interest. In my view, I came from a
small-town, white background, where my culture consisted of cheap beer, potato
chips, Country music, deer hunting, and a vigorous fear of outsiders. In one of my seminars, I received feedback
from fellow classmates that I needed to take a closer look at my own culture
and find value there. They pointed out
that my focus on exotic-to-me culture was a form of racism. I took it to heart, and thus began a
two-decade-plus search for my own cultural identity.
European and Scandinavian culture hasn’t always been easy to
embrace. It means aligning myself with
people whose history is punctuated by the violent conquest of more peaceful
communities. It seems that the migration
to colder climates resulted in a sort of ruthlessness, hardness, and
desperation. However, by exploring the
folk traditions of my heritage, I found a softer side that celebrates
connections to nature.
Traditional Lithuanian Tree-of-Life papercut. |
In 2012, I discovered Polish and Lithuanian papercut art
(Wycinanki in Polish) and I found it enchanting. I bought a how-to book and began to practice
cutting paper with my own twist on the designs.
One of my first papercuts from late 2012. |
Papercutting is
something I’ve been doing once in a while, keeping my projects stashed in a file,
but not showing them publicly. I kept
researching my Scandinavian/Baltic heritage through myth, legend and folk arts,
and the imagery began to creep into my mosaic work more and more.
Matryoshka - glass mosaic. |
Then, in January
2015, I had surgery and had to take two months off from mosaic. I spent most of my time researching
Lithuanian mythology and practicing papercutting, which I could do comfortably
while sitting in a recliner. My thought
was that I was creating design concepts for mosaic, once I was well enough to
get back to the studio. However, I had
become hooked on papercutting, and I continued to create these designs with
gusto.
In March of 2016, I
finally took a papercutting workshop from Alisa Lahti in Seattle. I discovered her while attending the Seattle
Polish Festival, and have been following her beautiful work since then. The class was excellent, and I now use
appropriate paper and techniques to get more detail and delicate lines. I’m still a baby at this medium and I often
spend hours cutting a design, only to inadvertently cut off an essential
element, or realize that my positive/negative spaces didn’t work the way I
anticipated.
This is the papercut I made in Alisa Lahti's workshop. |
I call the above design Zemyna, after a Lithuanian Earth deity. |
By working in papercuts, I have reduced my designs down to
essential lines, simplifying and distilling my style. Through this practice, I have connected with
my ancestry in a positive way, as well as finding my unique voice as an
artist. In the interest of brevity, I’ll
write about why I find depth and meaning in folk arts another time, but this
post is focused on papercutting specifically.
This is a wall in my stairwell showing just a few of the papercuts hung together. |
I love how they look
together. They are more visually consistent
than some of my mosaic work, where I explore several different approaches and
materials. However, I am determined to
stay focused on this style, so that my mosaic exhibits have the same thematic
consistency (but with texture, color and durability.)
Mosaic: Eostre made of stained glass, beads, ball chain and glass tile. |
So many people coming
to Arts Walk this year were surprised to see a different medium from me, and
asked, “Why?” that I felt compelled to write it out. That may have been my first and last papercut
show in Olympia, but I’ll keep making them.
I love it!
*2018 Update: I'm still doing papercutting on the side, and one was recently made into a metal banner that is installed on Capital Way in Olympia, WA, where the Capital campus meets the South Capital neighborhood. (The original design is still available, too.) I've shown my Wycinanki work more in recent years and I taught a workshop last summer at the Sitka Center for Art and Ecology on the OR coast. I'll be teaching it again in Auburn, WA on June 23rd. It has great potential as a print or to be cut from metal or wood as public art or even garden art.
*2018 Update: I'm still doing papercutting on the side, and one was recently made into a metal banner that is installed on Capital Way in Olympia, WA, where the Capital campus meets the South Capital neighborhood. (The original design is still available, too.) I've shown my Wycinanki work more in recent years and I taught a workshop last summer at the Sitka Center for Art and Ecology on the OR coast. I'll be teaching it again in Auburn, WA on June 23rd. It has great potential as a print or to be cut from metal or wood as public art or even garden art.
*Amazing paper
artists to follow: Alisa Lahti, Q.Cassetti, Andrea Dezso (I linked each name to the website.)